what can i do ?Archive for June, 2009
jOy at the sound…
Posted by: | Comments6.4.09
jOy at the sound of my Masters voice,,,
Each word pushing His breath past His beautiful lips.. is glistening gossamer to my heart.
Just spoke with Master and He is back under rooftops again… He reached the meeting place perfectly
on time and was able to spend th evening with His friends… He even got to play with horses!!!! what fun !!
i myself am doing good.. a little tired tonight,, so i’m going to just post some pictures and call it a night… i’ll roll over on His pillow and smell Him near .. feel His gentle hands on my body and i’ll dream of my Masters touch… from His lips to His finger tips.. i worship each cell and atom that makes up His form… i love Him with ALL that i am.
Good night Sun,
- i am… drip.
Amazing photo…
Posted by: | CommentsCheck out this photo of my Master.. look at the trail… noticed this before and thought it was certainly something to share.. enjOy..
sometimes…
Posted by: | Comments6.3.09
Had a not so great day today.. work can be stressful for me.. so i’m trying to let it roll off.. its not me.. its just a job.. for now.
Didnt speak to Master today but He updated me by text.. He’s about 6-7 miles from His meeting point with His host.. so tomarrow He should be getting to meet up with His potential teacher…i truely feel He will be on the right path with this individual.. but only they will know.
W/we both saw the beautiful moon tonight.. it shone so bright in a cloudless sky.. and it had the most pretty halo all around it.. like the moon was squeezing out all the reflection it could.. reaching out.. beaming out in pure lOve for her Sun. THAT is how i feel about my Master.. i squeeze out all i can.. in reflection of Him… eeven when times are tough (like today)… i think of how fortunate i am for ALL the goodness in my life.. and i am humbled by my fortune.
i send my Lord hugs…. from across the miles.. my hands reach to You.
maras light...kangi
full pink moon
Master art for me...
Cover of Fetlife.com
Posted by: | CommentsMaster and i are the cover shot for Fetlife.com right now.
W/we did a photo shoot for John Baku while W/we were at Sinsations in Leather earlier this year.. and he used the picture for the intro/welcome page for his website… The homepage is on a rotating system of a couple different images so every so often it changes to a different image. So when you go to the homepage you may encounter the image of U/us you see below or another great image.
check out www.FetLife.com if you haven’t already.. its great!!
Homepage for Fetlife.com featuring Master DVNT & mara moon
TOPography
Posted by: | Comments6.2.o9
Waking up in dallas.. going to bed in Chicago.. Master somewhere in Ohio.. W/we certainly do get around.
Today went well.. im feeling strong and able to be well while Master is away.. i didnt know what to expect.. which is GOOD.. Master would say.. so i suppose not pre concluding what i would feel is a relief.. now i’m neither disappointed or elated.. i just am.
Master called me twice today.. i feel honored.. though He expressed His phone running low.. so W/we should make it quick.. He told me He had a really nice day in a town, Wauseon, where people were chatting with him, offering Him rides and giving Him money.. none of which suprises me.. things just come to Him.. He is a magnet for goodness.. is that why i’m drawn to Him ???
He is sleeping in a corn field in between some train tracks.. He is doing really well… i am so very happy
for Him.
Some in sites i had today… being open and honest about who and what i am is the most important aspect of my life.. i want to “come Out” about Master and i.. i want to shout out about O/our l8ve..i want to be free and not be concerned about judgements… O/our l8ve is healthy.. strong.. mutual and beautiful.
The life i share with my Master is the best life i’ve ever had.. i am the most awake i’ve ever been .. i can see me .. i can see others.. and i’m working every moment to live with Open hands.. Open heart and Open Mind.
slavecollarOhiO
Up Up and Away… dates.
Posted by: | CommentsToday was a crazy day.. i woke up at 3am to fly to Dallas.. worked real hard all day… but my heart has been filled with l8ve and happiness.. i’ve been feeling so peaceful and jOyous for my Master.
i spoke with Him a couple times and He was caught in the rain for a big part of the day.. i can only imagine His cute self in his little tent.. snoozing off and on.. so w8nderful!!! He’s been following an old train track line.. The Wabash Cannonball.. which i think is just AMAZING… He got a ride today from a local.. so it seems as though the Ohions are friendly… my Master has been in great spirits and appears to be enjOying His travels thus far,,, W/we haven’t been speaking in great lengths so he can reserve His battery for the duration…
His journey has been helping me as well.. today i feel a little less clingy and that my heart and hands are more Open to my Masters wishes.. and i’m feeling a little more released and releif from the daily grasping…
i am in dallas texxxas and had a good day.. had a wonderful dinner by myself at The Cosmic cafe,,where i dined with my Masters spirit… He and i gazed at the Sun set together and enjOyed soy chai lattes… i had an interesting and confirming conversation as well.. one that simply solidified my opinion that the “spirtual ” can be so very ego based.. even in their “spirtuality”.. wearing their good karma like a big blue ribbon.
but i l8ved the day,, it taught me a lot.. feelings of peace are around and in me.
chaigirl
please enjoy the photos….
Boiling water in the dark….
Posted by: | Comments5.31.09
Master, although You are far away.. You are right here all around me.. Your arms hold me and Your voice rings in my ears… Your ears. There is a part of me that has teary eyes,, but they are tears of lOve and devOtion.. tears that becomes a river that leads to You.. on O/our riverbank.. where i lay in the grass and see the same stars as You.
Here is the spot where i dropped off Master… after Columbia but before Mount Pliers.. right by road 567..or was that 576…
my Master left today for a pilgrimage to meet a soul that He feels kinship too… He is walking for several days to commune with nature and be with Himself.. i honor Him so much.. i admire Him so much.. i believe in my Master. His vision is pure and true.. His intention IS lOve.
He is sleeping tonight out side of West Unity.. and cooking for Himself.
Here is Master with His gear on.. on the other side.. of the fence.. and ready to depart.
i drove Master 4 1/2 hours today.. just to see Him smile and be off.. i would do anything for Him. He provokes the VERY BEST i have to offer.. He challanges me to be selfless and move in lOve.. i drove home 41/2hours feeling close to Him.. but there were a few tears …feelings of jOy and a little fear.. though Master will scold me.. i will still write it.. a little afraid to his being so far away.. but that is only a physical phenomenon.. to me He feels like He’s just in the other room.. playing on the computer or something,,, and not hundreds of miles away.. sleeping in a tent and trying to figure out how to boil water in the dark.
Master.. i lOve You..
Because sometimes bondage is good....
i am giving 100%