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Jan
25

at the Brink of a Cross-Roads….

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Back in Chicago….

Nice to be here*

Work has currently calmed down for me right now.

At the brink of a cross-roads….

Life is utterly beautiful… with endless probabilities…

Abandoning all barriers of self…

….the shadow drops away.

No fears.. No doubts… No longing.. No anger or anguish… No regrets.. No anxiety, mental afflictions or disturbances… No anticipations or expectations.. No unfulfilled desires… No wishes, no wants, or not-wants…

A living verification that underneath it all, you are the Buddha.

I feel translucent…

Just here.. All embracing…

With open hands,
Open Heart,
Open Mind.

With nothing to cling to, this body is clear like sunlight shining through untainted waters.

I see this light in all things…

I see no-thing at all.

I am the birds..

I am the blade of grass…

I am the Cosmos…

..in the spiders web.

I am the voice residing in every heart…

I am the darkness you can not see…

I am everything you have known, & not known…

I am like the captive, yet completely free.

Just let the current flow*

Like a leaf in the wind,

Life carries this body wherever it may go.

Actually every moment is a Grand Cross-Roads….

Actually every moment is only one moment….

Actually there is no moment at all…

no time at all.

No cross-roads at all.

Unfathomable to the human mind…. such awing power this holds.

How can I express to you what I see? It is such an impossible task…

Nothing to know…

Yet I know…

I know it must be.

-Master DVNT | Sou Fugon

Nov
23

a spiritual life…

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11.23.09

“Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.” -Shakyamuni Buddha

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Weather we recognize it or not, we are each essentially living a spiritual life.

The difference between an ordinary person & an awakened one is that ordinarily people put tremendous energy of body & mind into fighting against their own spirit & the spirit of others, or in some cases they harness the spirit to fight against body & mind…   Whereas an awakened beings are not fighting themselves, they are living in complete harmony with the body, mind & spirit of themselves & others.

Because in the West we have a particular notion of what the “spirit” is, it is important to note that when I mention spirit, I am not referring to a separate  “ghost” self contained solely within the body, rather,  I am referring to an endless river of life, flowing through & made up of all existence.

For an awakened being, with body mind & spirit, they are holistically functional,  holistically harmonious. They are not doing anything special… they have simply discovered the original state… the natural state… This state is no different from walking with the feet or blinking with the eyes. It is our natural truth, our original nature.. the order of harmony. This state does not require being or doing anything in particular, but it does require realization… in other words, waking up to ourselves… When this happens, harmony is actualized.

For the ordinary being,  there is an immense amount of energy being harnessed & applied in this effort of fighting themselves & others. They are in fact very powerful beings continuously exercising this power. If only they can learn to express this same energy in harmony with mind, body & spirit, the search would be over…. they could could be truly happy, truly at peace, they could replenish the World.

All I can do is offer my heart.

The rest is up to you.

-Master DVNT | Sou Fugon

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Nov
12

…off to face a wall for the weekend.

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zen_crosswordThis weekend is the celebration of the 60th year anniversary of the Zen Buddhist Temple Of Chicago, which is where I practice at. I am attending the “Founders Sesshin’ which is basically 3 days of zen meditation, then on Sunday is a special service with some talks including Taiun Sensei from Atlanta Soto Zen Center. He is a great guy & I enjoy his talks. W/we have visited the ASZC several times & it is just wonderful there. The last time I entered (July 4th 09) it just felt like home. If I was a “normal” person, I suppose I would be partying for the weekend seeing that its my birthday weekend… but “normal” & I are often 2 different things.

I’m looking forward to this Sesshin & as always, furthering my zen practice. Yes I am practicing in the Soto Zen tradition which emphasizes zazen as it’s central practice.. But I did not enter zen practice because I was interested in parroting some lineage dogma.. I entered zen for one purpose only, because I know in my heart, I am to help awaken all beings. This process can take countless forms & can be expressed in countless ways… in fact it IS. Although I do not put zazen on a pedestal as many in this tradition tend to, I do feel it is a wonderful & profound practice. It is definitely a practical way to support personal growth, as well as inner & outer exploration of life…. which of cores go hand & hand. For me, I’m not to sure of HOW helpful it is but I can see how helpful it could be for the average person & would suggest it for most people. But to have this attitude that zazen is the only method of awakening is a vary closed view. If this were true then how would one explain the 6th Patriarch Huineng? He never practiced formal meditation.. & yet he received the lamp of transmission as a fully awakened being. The Bodhisattva Vow stated “Dharma gates are boundless”.. thus my way of practice is  ceaseless.. it does not start when i sit down for zazen & it does not end when the bell rings. True zen practice completely fills your body & mind.. or rather, you loose everything once & for all. This practice does not come & go.. it is like the sky behind the clouds. Many spend much time riding the clouds & calling this “zen practice” though they have not once become the sky. When the heart becomes the  sky, you enter the life of a Buddha. I feel if one is ready for this leap, life will simply take us there with or without zazen. Of course if one is suffering & desires to take steps toward awakening, I would say zazen is probably the best tool for the job. Ultimately, I say.. Listen to your HEART.. & then act upon it or make the changes… if your heart is telling you to take up buddhaseat1meditation, then do it…. If your hear is telling you to sell everything you own & travel… then do it….  & what if you cant hear your Heart?.. Well, then take up zen meditation.

The main point is… the true us is berried under all kinds of junk, nonsense, & delusion… We each have to unbury our true selves if we are to end our self created suffering. Only you will truely know how to accomplish this….. & it is also true that zazen is a powerhouse tool made for the job.

Be well Friends,
-DVNT / Fugon

Dharma gates are boundless….. enter here.

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Nov
04

Disiderata

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Not exactly sure what “Desiderata” is but I happened upon this & though it was nice & worth sharing… Not denying the negativity but not succumbing to it… Though I will say, one must find a way to embrace all things & not reject them including what is seen as negativity, while in the same breath, not supporting, condoning or fueling such fields of negativity. The key word here is BALANCE. Ultimately universal balance is unchangeable… & yet greater still, there is no balance nor imbalance at all.

Hope this is helpful to people out there!

Thanx to Sir Adam for posting this link!

-Master DVNT

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Oct
11

Zen is Understanding Yourself

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One day a student from Chicago came to the Providence Zen Center and asked Seung Sahn Soen-Sa, “What is Zen?”

Soen-sa held his Zen stick above his head and said, “Do you understand?”

The student said, “I don’t know.”

Soen-sa said, “This don’t know mind is you. Zen is understanding yourself.”

“What do you understand about me? Teach me.”

Soen-sa said, “In a cookie factory, different cookies are baked in the shape of animals, cars, people, and airplanes. They all have different names and forms, but they are all made from the same dough, and they all taste the same.

“In the same way, all things in the universe – the sun, the moon, the stars, mountains, rivers, people, and so forth – have different names and forms, but they are all made from the same substance. The universe is organized into pairs of opposites: light and darkness, man and woman, sound and silence, good and bad. But all these opposites are mutual, because they are made from the same substance. Their names and their forms are different, but their substance is the same. Names and forms are made by your thinking. If you are not thinking and have no attachment to name and form, then all substance is one. Your don’t know mind cuts off all thinking. This is your substance. The substance of this Zen stick and your own substance are the same. You are this stick; this stick is you.”

The student said, “Some philosophers say this substance is energy, or mind, or God, or matter. Which is the truth?”

Soen-sa said, “Four blind men went to the zoo and visited the elephant. One blind man touched its side and said, ‘The elephant is like a wall.’ The bunga-staffnext blind man touched its trunk and said, ‘The elephant is like a snake.’ The next blind man touched its leg and said, ‘The elephant is like a column.’ The last blind man touched its tail and said, ‘The elephant is like a broom.’ Then the four blind men started to fight, each one believing that his opinion was the right one. Each only understood the part he had touched; none of them understood the whole.

“Substance has no name and no form. Energy, mind, God, and matter are all name and form. Substance is the Absolute. Having name and form is having opposites. So the whole world is like the blind men fighting among themselves. Not understanding yourself is not understanding the truth. That is why there is fighting among ourselves. If all the people in the world understood themselves, they would attain the Absolute. Then the world would be at peace. World peace is Zen.”

The student said, “How can practicing Zen make world peace?”

Soen-sa said, “People desire money, fame, sex, food, and rest. All this desire is thinking. Thinking is suffering. Suffering means no world peace. Not thinking is not suffering. Not suffering means world peace. World peace is the Absolute. The Absolute is I.”

The student said, “How can I understand the Absolute?”

Soen-sa said, “You must first understand yourself.”

“How can I understand myself?”

Soen-sa held up the Zen stick and said, “Do you see this?”

He then quickly hit the table with the stick and said, “Do you hear this? This stick, this sound, your mind – are they the same or different?”

The student said, “The same.”

Soen-sa said, “If you say they are the same, I will hit you thirty times. If you say they are different, I will still hit you thirty times. Why?”

The student was silent.

Soen-sa shouted, “KATZ!!!” Then he said, “Spring comes, the grass grows by itself.”


From Dropping Ashes On The Buddha: The Teaching of Zen Master Seung Sahn
edited by Stephen Mitchell (Grove Press, New York, NY, 1976)
Copyright © Providence Zen Center

Text taken from The Kwan Um School of Zen website

This book and others are available from our Primary Point Press

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Oct
05

Seeing Beyond Dualistic Emotions

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7_doors_pinkA negative emotion is an alarm bell revealing that there is attachment to some story in time happening. If resentment, sadness, guilt, or shame arises, notice that a story of past is happening. If anxiety or fear arises, notice that thought is telling a story of future. When anger or frustration arises, notice that there is a story of resistance to now happening (e.g., the driver in front of you is not doing what you want her to do).

Awakening presents the opportunity to see that these stories are arising now. You aren’t actually visiting the past or future. There is simply thinking arising in timelessness. Suffering is an illusion of thought.

Liberation is not about removing emotions or thoughts. It is not about destroying the ego. Only ego would seek to destroy ego. Liberation is about seeing how attachment to these stories in time creates suffering.

In seeing that this thought life is keeping a dualistic, time-bound, self-centered story alive, the possibility of liberation from suffering arises. In that seeing, attachment to these stories and their accompanying emotions dissolves on its own.

Liberation is not about replacing the negative stories and emotions with positive ones. It is about seeing what is actually happening in ‘your’ mental and emotional world. Peace, love, and joy arise in that seeing. These attributes of peace, love, and joy exist beyond dualistic emotions.

~ From: ‘Reflections of the One Life’, by Scott Kiloby

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Sep
27

697 Eternal

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Each moment…

changes the World.

only one moment…

always changing….

lasting forever.

& this moment…

endlessly expanding,

endlessly disappearing,

& this moment….

so sacred….

Changing My World forever.

- L8VING u 697 Eternal -


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Sep
13

to me.. everyday is Valentines day…

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Master Fugon~



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Sep
13

i love….

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to my Master Fugon~
to know the truth… and still continue.. for this i am forever grateful…at Your feet i am a child…
to look in the mirror and see Your reflection…

i love mara


Your mara

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Aug
18

Back at the Homebase

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W/we’ve been traveling so we haven’t been in Chicago much at all for the last 4 months….

Well..  It’s good to be back at the homebase here in Chicago!

I say homebase rather than “home” because from my perspective, my “home” is wherever I exist at this moment. This is important to clarify whenever the opportunity arises because it provides an alternative way of thinking & feeling to people which I feel is a healthier approach to life then what we have been conventionally taught. This approach requires one to become “at home” with themselves.. When this happens, wherever you may be, you will feel “at home” & you will never miss your home because you will always be there, or you will never fear loosing you’re home because there is nothing to loose… you will cling less to your material possessions that fill your “home” & feel more complete & at peace with or without those objects. The less one clings to, the more one is awakened.  With this approach One will find it harder to conceptualize ideas about what home “is & isn’t” therefor entering a freer & more open understanding of “home”, ultimately dropping away all solid ideas of “home” all together.

there1They say “home is where the heart is.” Well I suppose this makes my home wherever I am & wherever I am not.

In modern Zen it has been said that “We must abandon our homes while living amidst them”.

This does not mean devaluing our homes which we inhabit… rather, it means we let go to discover a deeper home & when we do this we find a deeper value for our homes upon which we inhabit.. a fearless value for it does not contain the fear of loosing anything… a level of appreciation beyond conditions… Furthermore, our value deepens for every place outside of this house because wherever we ARE becomes our home.

When I went on my 5 day walk across Ohio, this is what I was exercising & practicing.. Though every place I walked was new & unknown to me… in each step, I was home.. In each moment I was home… each breath, home… each new camp site, home. No conveniences…  No bathroom.. no electricity… no nice bed… no formilore territory to make me feel safe… none of my regular tureens..  no thing but the life I was experiencing… nothing but the pack on my back & my feet moving forward, nothing but nature, rain, the wind, the sun above my head & the moons glow at night… Just walking the earth & living free. Though this was not hard for me,  it was a liberating & valuable experience to actually do it.

This is not to say I don’t value my home here in Chicago… It is great to be here & love it very much! I love just chilling out & spending time here with mara & sharing this home with her. We have such a wonderful place… By wonderful Im not speaking materialistically.. it is a very humble place…. It has such a warm feeling & is like a temple to U/us. Every time I enter the house after a long trip, it feels so nice to be back in this space. Though I am never actually “back” anywhere… because no moment or object is never the same… nor are we.

So what is an example of the practical  impact of what I am trying to share with you?

I love my house very much & if I came home one day & it had all burned to the ground.. would I be upset?

NOPE! Sure wouldn’t!

Not many people can say that, can they?

right-hereI love & appreciate my home with all my heart it but I do not cling to it. This is living enlightenment & much different from the ordinary way of relating to things. It is a way that is in flow with life & does not produce or perpetuate mental suffering… When this happens across the board, all fears & negative states drop away & life becomes nirvana.

On the subject of “home”, Ones perception & attitude about where one physically is at the moment is radically different then the ordinary way of seeing things thus we become grounded, “at home” & at peace in every moment no matter where we may be… we start to treat all of our surroundings (including our own bodies) in a more caring & respectful way as if they are our ever-changing home to cherish. We become deeper connected to this larger home called Earth & we start respecting the planet more, because well…. it’s our home!

Enlightenment doesn’t mean your better then anyone else.. it just means you are truly free…. For this reason, it is said to be the superior state of existence.

The truth is.. nothing physical is permanent in this world & you could very well loose it all at any given time. Surely we will loose it all when we die & quite possibly before. I’m Ok with that. Truly loving & appreciating something means appreciating & accepting it on its own terms. That means completely accepting that what whatever comes, will also some day go & you or I may have no control over when or how that happens & our “homes” are no exception to this. But if you choose to look at this from a positive perspective.. It is this vary impermanence that  makes our homes & our lives sacred.. it is becomes of this impermanence that we are able to touch, taste, smell, hear, anything & we are able to exist at all… in fact this impermanence is the fabric of physical existence its self… it is what makes us in our homes possible.

So I say to you… WELCOME HOME, FRIENDS! LIVE & BE FREE!

Well this is funny… I meant to write about something entirely different about being back at the house but I ended up writing about this! Well that gives me more to write about later! :)

Be well F/friends,

-Master DVNT

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Jul
21

Zen and slavehood

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You all may or may not know that i am a zen buddhist and my Master is an ordained Zen Monk in the Soto tradition..

This spiritual practice has really helped to develope O/our relationship… as Master and slave. You may not see how- but it has brought a deep and profound richness to U/Us – O/our life together and how W/we are in  the world.

my Master is an enlightened being who graces me with His wisdom each day.. he is my light and infinite teacher.. and Zen has really helped Him to expand His understandings and therefore His ability to share …

i practice mindfulness and awareness everyday… i practice true l8ve and compassion.

i enjoy reviewing Zen poems and quotes daily .. to help fortifie the teachings..

Here us a great website to check out…

www.ViewOnBuddhism.org/resources/zen_poems.html

i will be happy to share more of my journey as i take each step…

LargeBuddha

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Jul
08

Understanding.. listening.. trusting..

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The THREE GEMS are a concept that Master and i often refer to..

for U/us it means.. open mind..open heart.. open hands.

This is , for me, such a powerful and meaningful mantra.. one that i strive for everyday…

today however it is holding a different but related meaning.. Understanding.. listening and trusting.

Three JewelsUnderstanding of each other.. stopping judgments … looking to see where the other is coming from.. and KNOWING the others intention is NEVER from a place of harm. Understanding that W/we are here to help each other and be open to that help…

For me.. to be open to to understand that Master is always intending to help me.. even when it seems like non-stop criticizing… His motivation is to help me see the light.. and for Master.. it should be that He understands that i am ALWAYS working to please Him.. to do anything and everything for Him ALWAYS.. there isn’t selfishness.. even if He doesn’t see it.. that is UNDERSTANDING. The knowing….

That leads to the listening.. not just to each other but to the world around U/us.. to see what might be influencing each other and bring that understanding heart to the other.. for me.. i need to listen with patience and compassion.. no judgments.. and be open to what Master says.. i sometimes struggle to hear Him with no filters.. but i Always try.. very hard.. and i do believe Him… eventually :-)

and listening is the other side of speaking.. and its with a true tongue that i have spoken to Master… what He chooses to do with it is for Him.. not me.. i know my heart and intention is pure.. i am ALWAYS working on not only speaking the truth.. but knowing what the truth is that i speak.. knowing what one is saying is truth  (when it comes to self realization and facing ones issues) is one of the hardest parts of this journey… and tonight i am speaking the truth.

that is a key to TRUSTING.. trusting each other is the lock and key.. if the intention is pure.. the heart acting in accordance to the pure intention.. than trust follows.. i trust my Master always.. i have given Him me.. and my intention is ALWAYS goodness…

i use the three gems… to live.. to  l8ve .. to learn.pinkheart

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Jul
06

The Lost City Of…

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Atlantis….

Master and i have been in Atlanta GA for the last bit of time.. Mostly working and enjOying O/our time here,,,

Had a wonderful dinner ay Chinese Buddha.. an amazing place that has a FULL Vegan menu (amazing!) and also visited a cool spot in East Point called Lovin It Live.. a raw Vegan restaraunt,,, That was GREAT !!!

We spent the Fourth of July with O/our friends at The Atlanta Soto Zen Center..

where we got to have dinner with many new friends, do zazen. and hear a wonder dharma talk on “the precepts”… it was a real eye opener to hear and feel the connections.. i felt close to open to  the sanga members and mostly closer to my Master.. i am so thankful to be able to attend with Him.

More later..

3 jewels…

FugonAtlantapinkAtlanta

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