Everythings GREAT.. when its going your way…

Sure.. its really great when everything is going your way.. when all of what you want is being satisfied.. when there’s no threats.. no problems… and you are in heaven..

but what happens when the illusion is shattered and suddenly Master is doing something you don’t like? or its hurting in a bad way ? where is your resolve then.. is it easy to be a slave then ? is it hunky dory ? to you at the time.. to me…. not so much… thats when dedication has to be there.. dedicated to know.. ALL THINGS MUST PASS… both pleasure and pain.. here today… gone tomarow.. was it ever here? has it ever left?

Dealing with someone else’s wishes other than your own is very difficult.. even those whom claim its so hard for them to accept service.. its just a facade.. they are using that excuse to feed their martyrdom.. yes.. i believe they want to GIVE.. but its truly their DESIRE… right? they want to be in control of the situation by giving so much.. so it can feed the ego one way or another.. this is service to thy self. gettingw hat you want. so when you are confronted with doing something thats not your choice.. how to face that ? face the fear ? fac the issue of.. ok.. i have to do something i really dont want to .. i can do it.. or not. accepting this is the slave way.

so when you dont get what you want.. look at your reaction.. do you run and hide ? do you stamp your feet ?? me.. i do both.. on occassion.. but its with the knowledge that what ever i WANTED was just my prefererance.. and just His perferance too.. so this will pass.. and the intention and heart is the matter.. the respect.. the true service is the open heart… the gentle hand with each other.. not the particulars of the situation.. this will pass.. but O/our love remains always…

so when things don’t go my way.. i know that the way is always changing.. but is always the same in that changing.. ever evolving.. ever true to O/our path…and that because at the moment i cant see the path.. because of the walls i built around me.. or im looking at my reflection in the water and not wanting to break my gaze,, and i hear His voice.. like drops in my pool.. i can smile and know that i am thankful for Him… to always be here for me.. for a Master is our guide.. and our partner on the journey too…

i always say to my Master.. “oh.. am in Your way ?” and He always says.. YES.

originally posted on Fetlife.com