a sincere apology

Master ~

Thank You for loving me.. even when i make mistakes…

i am truelly sorry for being a brat last nite.. it was in that flash of an instant that
i let my egoic pain body take control.. and my respect and Sirvice took a back seat.. i am ashamed and yet very thankful… it actually felt beneficial to connect as Your slave.. feel Your power and understand O/our dynamic in the HERE and NOW..

it’s hard to sometimes see how obsticles can become opportunities… but i can see that last night i learned a valuable lesson.. You were the one who said “you need to be whipped”.. i guess W/we didn’t understand just HOW at that time… i need my ego to be whipped into shape…

i know its very very hard to see myself sometimes.. and to look with all the covers off.. and last nite You showed me my reflection in the mirror,, and i did see a loving loving slave.. who lives to be of Sirvice and who honors her Master.. so if thats the case… i vow to show You in every way i can..and i apologize that i failed to be my best… i humbely kneel before You and say thank You Lord….. for seeing me through that moment .. holding me.. not judging me.. and believing in me.. it’s Your continued support and effort that give me strength when i need it….
i love You , Master… forever…Sirever… Masterever….

- slave sincere