One Week without my Master..

April 5 , 2010

Its been one week since my Master left Chicago to attend the funeral of his maternal grandfather. The passing of the family patriarch was not a surprise but it marked an appropriate time for Him to visit His Texas family and see His Mommy and Sister again … so .. i booked Him rush flight.. right away from my arms.. but not from my heart .

YYYEEEEHHAAA !

Master has been very nice and has texted and called me everyday … which is the highlight of my day … He has sent lots of great pictures of His adventure .. Here’s a few ..

jeebus was here

O/our new home!

Masters birth place

Now in the past -i would have been very very upset by now.. and i must admit that when Master changed His plans from a week to 10 days.. i felt a bit despondent and foresaw loneliness and sadness.. but i actually feel well… i think about m constantly … but its not thoughts of longing.. its more just like general connectivity and a feeling that He is with me ..  but its really not the same as having Him close to me.. feeding Him.. drying Him. kissing Him … but i am always loving Him.. no matter where He is !

The hardest part , at first , was sleeping … because i love to hold my Master and be held by Him in O/our bed … but i quickly adjusted and simply fell asleep knowing that i have been blessed to have Him and will look forward to having Him again… He sent this cute of Him snoozing at the airport … THATS my Master .. so adorable!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

i’ve been doing a bit of stuff around the house and running alot .. but have been taking it easy alot too.. really just enjoying myself and being comfortable with where i am and who i am .. there are a couple tasks i would like to get done before He returns … so i best get that started .. with JOY and LOVE of course !!!

i went out to O/our friends birthday party and had a nice time,,, but it just isn’t the same without my Master… i was xxxcited to send Him a pic of me at the party .so this is what i sent ..

bunnygirl

i am proud of myself so far .. i have been feeling pretty good.. but i am truly looking forward to friday when Master returns .. i cant wait to kiss His face and start celebrating his return AND my birthday !!

two beats... one heart