and the road goes on forever…

Feb 6 2010…

The continuos road unwinds …..i don’t stand at a cross roads.. for my path has no deviation … i dont see a spur … i don’t see on off ramp … i am on my path … the one that has lead me into town… and will take me out when the time is right. In the dark of night or brightness of light.. i step ever forward on my path.

the road behind

Feb 6 2010…

i look back …  i glance at that stretch of road behind.. and i see joy and pain as well.. i wear the marks of those dichotomous moments like some fools flag .. i speak  specifically  about a tattoo i have on my neck.. that at the time seemed perfect … and it was .. and it is ..but now is ripe for transformation …  Master and i have been deciding what to do as a new neck tattoo for a long time… and now the time has arrived …. what the end result will be is a beautiful unknown.. but the new mark will be a prideful reminder that all things pass… even a love that you thought would never die can wither and turn sour in  a blink of times eye.

The road of NOW

So that brings me to examine my intense draw to be marked and/ or branded in honor of my  Master .. i would really love to get a devotional marking for Him.. but for just a moment i recall the unflinching conviction i felt as i committed to a big ol name across my neck .. and i see my self projecting into the future … is this unwise ?? and i say NO !!!! it isnt stupid nor was the tattoo i have now wrong … i believe in the righteousness of my path .. and see no “problems” or fear in this …. so i will move forward in the honor of this moment … and create a mark that celebrates the phoenix rising- the Sun shining and the moon never dieing.

in His honor … i devote my flesh and bones ,,,

to Him ~ to the Universe.